I love being home with the baby but it really sucks to be missing my income. I just raided all of our piggy banks so that I can put gas in my car. I took $10.00 out of ours, $3.00 out of Taylor's and $3.00 out of the baby's. I don't lament taking $10.00 from ours but is it wrong to take from the children??? I'll put the money back in when I go back to work but I just feel guilty. We are struggling, Alex has been in a pissy mood the last couple of days because he's stressed out that we have no money. I told him I would go back to work on Monday but he is insistant that I at least stay another month at home with the baby so that he is at least two months old when we leave him with the babysitter. I told him that we tried to make it work but it just isn't happening that I should go back to work Monday but he saids no, that somehow we will make it work. So we'll see. Trust me I wish I didn't have to go back to work at all and could just stay home with him but it just isn't possible. And at $3.30 a gallon for gas, those $16.00 I stole from us won't get me very far!!