It's that time again...

 The time for hour long gas lines

Then the gas stations run out of gas..

People at Publix fighting for the last bottled water

No parking at HomeDepot

 And everyone freaking out because there's a Hurricane coming.

It looks like we will have the pleasure of meeting the accquantance of one Hurricane Ernesto!!

It's a tropical storm right now but is expected to be a Category 1 by the time it hits us which should be 2 am Wed morning..

Thankfully it looks to be a small one..but either way it sucks...The power goes out..and if it's like last Hurricane season we spent like two weeks without power..That would mean..no computer, no blogstream, no MySpace..what will I do!!!

When I get off of work I will go straight to wait in the hour long gas line!!

Hope everyone else is doing good..and I pray that Ernesto goes away!!!

On Saturday I went and visited my Aunt's grave, the first time I've visited since she died. I kept putting it off mostly because I didn't know if I was ready. It went well, mostly because Alex was with me, I'm more emotional if I'm by myself. If I'm around people I'll usually hold it in so that no one will see me cry. I did cry though.

Not that it was my decision or choice but she's not buried in the ground, she's in one of those walls, which I don't like. The day of her funeral I really hated it I kept thinking..how fucked up they are putting her in a little square on a wall with about 100 other people. I guess it's cheaper that way and that's why my uncle did it that way. I would have much preffered the ground, because then I could sit there and talk to her versus staring up a wall because she's high up..it's not even at eye level. But hey, what can I do.

Another thing that bothered me was that it was closed casket..so I didn't get to see her one last time so it sort of made the whole situation more unreal, like if it wasn't really her in there..i wanted so bad to lift up the lid and see her just to make sure it was real.

But then i think..maybe that's the way she wanted it.

Personally, I want to be cremated and just thrown to the ocean or something..

I really hate that I can't remember my dreams..I never can. Sometimes toward the end of the day something will happen that will trigger that I remember that I dram something but still I then only get parts of the dream and not the whole thing.

I woke up at around 5:30 because my daughter woke me up because she was thirsty, so I got up to get her water. I woke up and instantly knew what I had dram about and I even told myself that I needed to tell __________ what I dram because it was a good dream. So of course when I go back to sleep and wake back up at the appointed time, I don't remember what it was that I had a dream about and I don't even remember who I was going to tell about my dream!!!!! I was/am so mad!!

Something so simple....it just want to be able to remember!!!!!

Sometimes I'll tell my boyfriend my dream right when i wake up because I know that if I just let one more minute pass I'll forget what it was and it will be lost in the black hole of dreams.

It really is driving me crazy that I can't remember what it was!

God it sucks to come back to work after being on Vacation!!!

We spent a week in the Florida Keys. We had a great time! We went on the boat, My boyfriend, Dad, and brother went and caught some lobster, they went Spearfishing.....I layed out by the pool and got some sun and caught up on my reading.

It was the most relaxing vacation I have ever had!!

Here are some pics..

This is me and Alex

Here are some of the lobsters they caught.

Here is Alex and my brother catching lobsters.

This is my brother..he Speared these two HogFish.

Here I am posing with Alex's Speargun...according to him so that he can have his two babies in one picture!!!

For everyone that has asked..I am feeling 100% better. Thanks again to everyone for your concern....Especially you Busman.